To My Best Friend

You are my friend,
And I'm yours.
We learnt together
And together we unlearnt.
You are more than I could ask for,
Even when I asked for a lot.
You were there when I needed you,
You were there when I didnt
Its you I call,
Whether sick, blue or happy.
Its you I call,
At all times.
You are my best friend,
And that is why its so hard,
To tell you, that I havent been yours,
That I shouldnt be yours,
That you deserve better,
Cos I've let you down,
And if ever I summon the courage
To tell you the truth,
Of all that I've been hiding
And if ever I summon the courage,
To show who I really am
That day I shall lose you
That day forever.